Crying ALONE

Closing myself,

not allowing myself..

closing myself,

hurting myself..

The truth is..

I am weak!

all I do is I act tough..

pretend that I'm strong..

The truth is..

I want to cry my heart out!

I want to scream so loud!

but..

I tell myself..

I must be strong..

I must be strong all the time!

Mood: I'm hurting inside.! T.T

p/s: We were friends before..we were so close..:) we were always together..I was never alone....Everyday was fun, and I truly enjoyed being alive..but now... everything does not same anymore...i'm truly hurt inside..soul injured...all i get is being blame! thanks a lot "friends" for hurting me...thanks a lot bcause you want to walk out from my life..and now.. you guys let me be alone...thanks...:/ Thanks a lot when you said that we're not BESTIE anymore...thanks...how nice you guys are.....:(